MAYBE TOMORROW, I'LL FIND MY WAY HOME.

Sunday, September 17, 2006

**@#$#@!!&

This sunday morning I realise - Wow I hate my life. Dead existence. Long distance SUCKS LIKE A BITCH. Im so PISSED OFF. I have a stupid bloody exam to go to now. Tomo's my birthday. hate the fact .. i get to be alone n sad the whole day. I dont want to think of the less fortunate/sick/dying/suffering right now ok?
FUCK THIS SHIT. damn i sound like a rapper now.

Sunday, September 10, 2006

When the Music's over.

Feeling decidedly blue this evening. the much anticipated home alone time is turning out to be depressing.. as i realise tat the only person who is closest to being always there has flown away to nowhere land.

Nothings changed since the last time i was here. Im the same old moody me trying to find some rambling space to vent about the same old things tat bug the hell outta me time after time.

  • I really miss good conversations with people i can relate to.
  • I wish i cud have one wild night wher i could get unbelievably high. damn it. i miss drinking.
  • Im back to being confused to wat i want in life.
  • I realise tat having unlimited downloads is not as nice as having them limited. Lesson well learnt.
  • I hate the way i dress in fucking salwars all the time.
  • Im really grossed out after eating shitloads of maggi noodles.
  • I belive i spend too much time online
  • I want to get thoroughly wasted. IM FUCKING BORED OF THE GOOD LIFE.
  • Ive been feeling like a lethargic slob these days.
  • Lack of access to Tazz is making me feel increasingly helpless which im growing to hate.
  • Im going to have a horrible birthday this time i can tell.
  • Im getting really irriatated with the typical nonsense tat i think about when im dull n bored n pissed off.