When the Music's over.

Feeling decidedly blue this evening. the much anticipated home alone time is turning out to be depressing.. as i realise tat the only person who is closest to being always there has flown away to nowhere land.

Nothings changed since the last time i was here. Im the same old moody me trying to find some rambling space to vent about the same old things tat bug the hell outta me time after time.

• I really miss good conversations with people i can relate to.
  
• I wish i cud have one wild night wher i could get unbelievably high. damn it. i miss drinking.
• Im back to being confused to wat i want in life.
• I realise tat having unlimited downloads is not as nice as having them limited. Lesson well learnt.
• I hate the way i dress in fucking salwars all the time.
• Im really grossed out after eating shitloads of maggi noodles.
• I belive i spend too much time online
• I want to get thoroughly wasted. IM FUCKING BORED OF THE GOOD LIFE.
• Ive been feeling like a lethargic slob these days.
  
• Lack of access to Tazz is making me feel increasingly helpless which im growing to hate.
• Im going to have a horrible birthday this time i can tell.
  
• Im getting really irriatated with the typical nonsense tat i think about when im dull n bored n pissed off.